hello,

it's jj.

long time no see (ahhh sh* I'm so awkward that my writing becomes awkward)

I know I haven't write in this blog for such a long longgggg time. I create this post on my birthday (19th August) but never write anything on it till now. 

but I feel like I want to write something so here I am again ha! 

I'm now 23 years old.

finally graduated but still f*ked up in so many ways

I guess the way of being an adult is finding ways to live, sucking up the pain and sadness you have and keep moving forward. I know I have grew a little. At least I grew up from that girl who can't let go from her own scars, that girl who sink in her own mind.

But now

If you're asking me how I am, my answer is this

"I'm doing okay. Looking forward more than before."

part of me will always be that girl who sink, that girl who got left behind,

but I'm still here

breathing

and living. 

I am here to keep growing.

so

I guess I will be okay.

and I hope you all out there have a nice day :)