I always answer " There is nothing that I want"

This answer always make them confuse and then they will repeat the question to make sure that they didn’t hear me wrong and said how could I do not want anything ??

Come to think of it....I never doubt why I thought like this. 

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For now,

I can think of one reason.

The reason is that I don’t think they can give me what I want. 

Why ???

Because what I want is not something that you can buy and just give it to me.

There was a time that my friend asked me 'What do you want for your birthday ?'

I answered my friend that what I want is ‘time’.

Then my friend feeling stun, I guessed. 

I continued to answer that we can sometimes meet each other to have a meal or hang out together. 

After simple explanation, that face already tell me that my wish can't be done easily.

Maybe my expectation is just too much since we are all grow up and everyone have their own path. We also stay at different place, so it's not easy to meet up, my brain understand this very well.... but my heart doesn't go well with my brain. This can't help, I know.

That's why, when someone ever ask me ''What gift do you want from me?"

I always end up with