The thought of us missing each other is a matter and because it does matter to us. It’s growing bigger in mass and higher in density when the day you will be back is nearer. Here we are having time dilation from the greater gravity of the greater mass. 

There are 7 more weeks. Time passes slower we can't even feel it. 

At the point where we miss each other the most, the density of the thought becomes infinite, time is infinite. 

The moment when we finally see each other, to the moment when I get to hug you will take forever it must be like time stops.

Will I survive that?