you might be wondering :
"what's the point of this entry?"
unfortunately, the answer is there's no point to it.
This entry is nothing more than a redundant rant; it does not serve any purpose other than informing you that i'm feeling a bit down.
it's a snowy Sunday
the weather forecast was right
i woke up to my phone's alarm clock beeping at 9:30 and decided to lie in a bit more before going to brunch
it's lonely and it's cold but i'm used to it
am i feeling a bit blue?
probably.
will i ever not be ok?
probably not.
"hey, are you sure you're fine?"
do you really want to know?
can i trust you?
i want you to know
i want to trust you
i need to get it off my chest
i wish i could open up to you
because we're friends after all
i wonder when have i gotten used to being left behind
when have i forgotten how to speak my mind
there are things i wanna say but never had the courage to
there are things i wish i didn't say
there are questions i wish i never asked
i........
"nah i'm fine dude- but thanks for asking- it means a lot"
because what else can i say?
but it really does mean a lot to me that you noticed that i looked sad and make the effort to ask
so i guess the statement wasn't a complete lie
i'm so sick of this sharp cold air and the winter constellations
i just want to move on to Spring and leave the sad memories of the cold night sky behind
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